It’s been a long time I haven’t blogged.....I found some peace of mind finally.....solo thought I must write something. And this is a selfish attempt as well....because I don’t want to lose track of my 18 years of attempt of learning English and I didn’t want to stop blogging.
I don’t know exactly what is wrong with me. May be because I am a Piscean I get mood flings very...very often. There is this one point of time when I want to be myself and there is another situation where I can not be "me" even if I try don’t understand why am I turning into a plagiarist even if I don’t want to.
Friday, February 5, 2010
what have i been thinking
Thursday, December 31, 2009
WE ARE HUMAN TOO !!
Tomorrow you may get a working woman, but you should marry her with these facts as well.
Here is a girl, who is as much educated as you are;
Who is earning almost as much as you do;
One, who has dreams and aspirations just as
you have because she is as human as you are;
One, who has never entered the kitchen in her life just like you or your
Sister haven't, as she was busy in studies and competing in a system
that gives no special concession to girls for their culinary achievements
One, who has lived and loved her parents & brothers & sisters, almost as
much as you do for 20-25 years of her life;
One, who has bravely agreed to leave behind all that, her home, people who love her, to adopt your home, your family, your ways and even your family ,name
One, who is somehow expected to be a master-chef from day #1, while you sleep oblivious to her predicament in her new circumstances, environment and that kitchen
One, who is expected to make the tea, first thing in the morning and cook
food at the end of the day, even if she is as tired as you are, maybe more,
and yet never ever expected to complain; to be a servant, a cook, a mother,
a wife, even if she doesn't want to; and is learning just like you are as
to what you want from her; and is clumsy and sloppy at times and knows that you won't like it if she is too demanding, or if she learns faster than you;
One, who has her own set of friends, and that includes boys and even men at her workplace too, those, who she knows from school days and yet is willing to put all that on the back-burners to avoid your irrational jealousy, unnecessary competition and your inherent insecurities;
Yes, she can drink and dance just as well as you can, but won't, simply
Because you won't like it, even though you say otherwise
One, who can be late from work once in a while when deadlines, just like yours, are to be met;
One, who is doing her level best and wants to make this most important,
relationship in her entire life a grand success, if you just help her some
and trust her;
One, who just wants one thing from you, as you are the only one she knows in your entire house - your unstinted support, your sensitivities and most importantly - your understanding, or love, if you may call it.
But not many guys understand this......
Please appreciate "HER"
I hope you will do....
Respect Her.
Here is a girl, who is as much educated as you are;
Who is earning almost as much as you do;
One, who has dreams and aspirations just as
you have because she is as human as you are;
One, who has never entered the kitchen in her life just like you or your
Sister haven't, as she was busy in studies and competing in a system
that gives no special concession to girls for their culinary achievements
One, who has lived and loved her parents & brothers & sisters, almost as
much as you do for 20-25 years of her life;
One, who has bravely agreed to leave behind all that, her home, people who love her, to adopt your home, your family, your ways and even your family ,name
One, who is somehow expected to be a master-chef from day #1, while you sleep oblivious to her predicament in her new circumstances, environment and that kitchen
One, who is expected to make the tea, first thing in the morning and cook
food at the end of the day, even if she is as tired as you are, maybe more,
and yet never ever expected to complain; to be a servant, a cook, a mother,
a wife, even if she doesn't want to; and is learning just like you are as
to what you want from her; and is clumsy and sloppy at times and knows that you won't like it if she is too demanding, or if she learns faster than you;
One, who has her own set of friends, and that includes boys and even men at her workplace too, those, who she knows from school days and yet is willing to put all that on the back-burners to avoid your irrational jealousy, unnecessary competition and your inherent insecurities;
Yes, she can drink and dance just as well as you can, but won't, simply
Because you won't like it, even though you say otherwise
One, who can be late from work once in a while when deadlines, just like yours, are to be met;
One, who is doing her level best and wants to make this most important,
relationship in her entire life a grand success, if you just help her some
and trust her;
One, who just wants one thing from you, as you are the only one she knows in your entire house - your unstinted support, your sensitivities and most importantly - your understanding, or love, if you may call it.
But not many guys understand this......
Please appreciate "HER"
I hope you will do....
Respect Her.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
yyyy me???
i dunno...how does it happen.....but i actually allayed my fears when somebody told me that m ruled by my subconcious mind.....n unfortunately this is true......m soooo much into believing dat i cant really hold up a conversation on the phone or something.....dat it has turned out to be a bitter reality....
i do fall out of topics really often...i mean thr are millions and zillions of stuff in the world to discuss about...then why cant a random topic just hit my mind spontaneously????no wonder am not eloquent...but someday i was.....then god knows what went wrong...when i started getting subdued by my peers and now i have to think a 100 tyms before i actually voice my opinion..it has become something like i want to say what ppl want to hear...but they say it themselves n m left with nothing....absolutely nothing to talk about or converse....i just dont recall the day when did i become soo artificial ...n sooo much like a plastic doll....when did it happen to me????
i was soo much engrossed doing my own stuff that i didnt even stop on d way to smell my roses...may be its d aftermath of dat incident.....and to much of my despise i have to admit that m not an outgoing person...i can be shy at tyms.....and thats almost always.....and finally...i need to work on my conversing skills...else i guess i wud end up nowhere!!!! :(
signing of on quite a sad note
RACHITA!!
i do fall out of topics really often...i mean thr are millions and zillions of stuff in the world to discuss about...then why cant a random topic just hit my mind spontaneously????no wonder am not eloquent...but someday i was.....then god knows what went wrong...when i started getting subdued by my peers and now i have to think a 100 tyms before i actually voice my opinion..it has become something like i want to say what ppl want to hear...but they say it themselves n m left with nothing....absolutely nothing to talk about or converse....i just dont recall the day when did i become soo artificial ...n sooo much like a plastic doll....when did it happen to me????
i was soo much engrossed doing my own stuff that i didnt even stop on d way to smell my roses...may be its d aftermath of dat incident.....and to much of my despise i have to admit that m not an outgoing person...i can be shy at tyms.....and thats almost always.....and finally...i need to work on my conversing skills...else i guess i wud end up nowhere!!!! :(
signing of on quite a sad note
RACHITA!!
Friday, August 14, 2009
bestie buddy rohit!!!
rohit....aka chuha.
....1024 words......too much.....to spill all beans
.....mobile maniac
....cant live widout his phone....vvaarrryyyy lazy......ya toh din bhar phone pe...ya fir tv pe....really sweet...n emo at times....but a nice person to be with
....he is u knw...kinda smarty pants
...iske maze koi bhi kabhi bhi le sakta hai....still....he doesnt mind....too caring for his frnds....and....."rocks d dance floor" too.......more of a travel junkie.....writes awesome testimonials for ppl.....more like "babblu"gum kinds.......knws why i said so....haan...he is a topic generator in our conversation....coz..both of us run out of it too soon....god bless u too sweetu.....goods d lucks!!!!!!
....1024 words......too much.....to spill all beans.....mobile maniac....cant live widout his phone....vvaarrryyyy lazy......ya toh din bhar phone pe...ya fir tv pe....really sweet...n emo at times....but a nice person to be with....he is u knw...kinda smarty pants...iske maze koi bhi kabhi bhi le sakta hai....still....he doesnt mind....too caring for his frnds....and....."rocks d dance floor" too.......more of a travel junkie.....writes awesome testimonials for ppl.....more like "babblu"gum kinds.......knws why i said so....haan...he is a topic generator in our conversation....coz..both of us run out of it too soon....god bless u too sweetu.....goods d lucks!!!!!!
Saturday, August 8, 2009
u N I ...humtum
Hum Tum Hum Tum
Hum Tum Hum Tum
Hangin' With The Girls At The Weekend
Tryin' To Have A Laugh And a good tym
Why You Callin' Me An Stressin'
Kyoke Tenu Pyaar Karna
When You' re With Your Boys An You' re Out
You Don' t Wanna Know Me... That' s Right
Now You' re Sayin' Let' s Talk About
What' s Happenin' With You And I
Mundeya Ne Khate Hoke Baar Jaana
Kudiya Ne Khate Bhaike Ghala Karniya
That Is Just The Way It Goes
Teri Meri Kida Banni
Mere Dil Vich Hai
Hum Tum
Can' t Live With Or Without
Hum Tum
Mere Dil Vich Hai
Hum Tum
What Do We Do About
Hum Tum
Oh-ho Hum Tum
Oh-ho Hum Tum
Oh-ho Hum Tum
What Do We Do About
Hum Tum Oh-ho
Hum Tum Oh-ho
Hum Tum Oh-ho Hum Tum
What Do We Do About
Hum Tum
Saara Din Ohi Gaala
Jab Mein Tere Khol Na Hova
Kithe, Kethe Naal Si Tu Ve
Maybe Im In Love With You
Je Tu Maino Pyar Hain Kardi
Pehla Tu Kyo Nai Daseya
Avai Mere Naal Hai Lardi
Aa Mere Paas Aa Jana
Mundeya Ne Khate Hoke Baar Jaana
Kudiya Ne Khate Bhaike Ghala Karniya
That Is Just The Way It Goes
Teri Meri Kidha Banni
Mere Dil Vich Hai
Hum Tum
Can' t Live With Or Without
Hum Tum
Mere Dil Vich Hai
Hum Tum
What Do We Do About
Hum Tum
Mere Dil Vich Hai
Hum Tum
Can' t Live With Or Without
Hum Tum
Mere Dil Vich Hai
Hum Tum
What Do We Do About
Hum Tum
Oh-oh Hum Tum
Oh-oh Hum Tum
Oh-oh Hum Tum
What Do We Do About
Hum Tum Oh-oh
Hum Tum Oh-oh
Hum Tum Oh-oh Hum Tum
What Do We Do About
Hum Tum
Mere Dil Vich Hai
Hum Tum
Can' t Live With Or Without
Hum Tum
Mere Dil Vich Hai
Hum Tum
What Do We Do About
Hum Tum
Mere Dil Vich Hai
Hum Tum
Can' t Live With Or Without
Hum Tum
Mere Dil Vich Hai
Hum Tum
What Do We Do About
Hum Tum
What Do We Do About
Hum Tum
Oh-ho Oh-ho Oh-ho Oh-ho
Oh-ho Oh-ho
What Do We Do About Hum Tum!
Friday, August 7, 2009
4th jan....09
well...i got my exams tomorrow...n m seriosuly pissed off
mujhe pata hai lag hi nahi raha ki kal exams hai....height of irresponsibilty...or carelessness....still...m prepared...but i dont trust my preparations......will see.....whats next to come......waise.....i did smthing ajeeb y'day....
n my testq.com inbox was flodding wid 200 mails....n stupid snotty .......he took all d credit for it......hardly matters......i mean.....i dont like spotlight....do i???even i dunno...wheather i like it or not.......but...i enjoy being the center of the attention n i dont deny d fact....i knw m born wid it.....else.....i am proving myself to be damn arrogant n boastful.......but...m so....n i cant help it!!!
mujhe pata hai lag hi nahi raha ki kal exams hai....height of irresponsibilty...or carelessness....still...m prepared...but i dont trust my preparations......will see.....whats next to come......waise.....i did smthing ajeeb y'day....
n my testq.com inbox was flodding wid 200 mails....n stupid snotty .......he took all d credit for it......hardly matters......i mean.....i dont like spotlight....do i???even i dunno...wheather i like it or not.......but...i enjoy being the center of the attention n i dont deny d fact....i knw m born wid it.....else.....i am proving myself to be damn arrogant n boastful.......but...m so....n i cant help it!!!
when i dreamt of....
i have been suffering from kind of partial insomnia...since i started d final year of high school....i never had a dream....never had a peaceful night to sleep.....but last night......i actually had a strange dream...n u wont blv...when i woke up...i actually woke up laughing at my own self.......sooo the saga begins here...
i dreamt of my farewell which is on 24th.....n its a tradition that we have to wear"SARI"...that day....so all of us.....wearing those....lol....and then my name was calledout.....i walked up to the dias ......just to find my saree changing into my skool uniform n the dias changing into a palace...somewhere in JODHPUR.......then guess what......we had a dance compeition right there at the terrace.......n then suddenly neelu spoke up..."hey my camera is a stolen one n whatever pic u click it gives nothing but a white back.....lol"......then...we danced to the tunes of "the ketchup song"...lol.......then...as we were descending down the steps........the entire setup changed into d house of "JASUBEN".....i hope u have heard the name....thr all the women were picking grains......n the guy...i wonder how and why....was eating the eggplant.......that too the black one...absolutely raw......AMAZING.....and after this.......i dare not say anything.......i ate a yummmmmyyyyy chocolate cake.........walked down stairs of my own house to ask mom to interpret my dream....she said it was good....u knw....i was sooooooooo happy........
one of the strange dreams that i had was of a royal bengal tiger...........that one.......he tore my admit cards....n chased me thoughout the city........n i landed up at a house......somewhr in outskirts of paris.......just to wake up screaming........this kinda dream is not.....unusual...i have had it a 100's of times.....i have even travelled the world in a night....went on a romantic date with TOM CRUISE too........soo.....now i have realised that dreams are wat we actually desire......isnt it....i mean...i would never mind going out on a date with TOM CRUISE...lest katie holmes kills me...or puts me in jail.........lol......sooo...signing off today......with a short note......have a nice day...n dream well
*HUGS*
i dreamt of my farewell which is on 24th.....n its a tradition that we have to wear"SARI"...that day....so all of us.....wearing those....lol....and then my name was calledout.....i walked up to the dias ......just to find my saree changing into my skool uniform n the dias changing into a palace...somewhere in JODHPUR.......then guess what......we had a dance compeition right there at the terrace.......n then suddenly neelu spoke up..."hey my camera is a stolen one n whatever pic u click it gives nothing but a white back.....lol"......then...we danced to the tunes of "the ketchup song"...lol.......then...as we were descending down the steps........the entire setup changed into d house of "JASUBEN".....i hope u have heard the name....thr all the women were picking grains......n the guy...i wonder how and why....was eating the eggplant.......that too the black one...absolutely raw......AMAZING.....and after this.......i dare not say anything.......i ate a yummmmmyyyyy chocolate cake.........walked down stairs of my own house to ask mom to interpret my dream....she said it was good....u knw....i was sooooooooo happy........
one of the strange dreams that i had was of a royal bengal tiger...........that one.......he tore my admit cards....n chased me thoughout the city........n i landed up at a house......somewhr in outskirts of paris.......just to wake up screaming........this kinda dream is not.....unusual...i have had it a 100's of times.....i have even travelled the world in a night....went on a romantic date with TOM CRUISE too........soo.....now i have realised that dreams are wat we actually desire......isnt it....i mean...i would never mind going out on a date with TOM CRUISE...lest katie holmes kills me...or puts me in jail.........lol......sooo...signing off today......with a short note......have a nice day...n dream well
*HUGS*
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